~ spontaneous and unpredictable ~

always-live-in-the-sunshine:

“Some girls are full of heartache and poetry and those are the kind of girls who try to save wolves instead of running away from them.”

— Nikita Gill

always-live-in-the-sunshine:

Some days,

I feel everything at once. 

Other days,

I feel nothing at all.

I don’t know what’s worse:

Drowning beneath the waves 

Or dying from the thirst.

                                                o.m.

thezeroquotes:

People with depression have something very valuable to teach us… how to live when it doesn’t ever feel good.

— Kay Warren

uhnsaids:

“i’ve been thinking about you a lot recently. but it’s the kind of thinking that comes with heartache. you effect me so bad but you don’t even know it. usually my feelings for you come in little waves but now i’m drowning. i’m drowning in this idea that maybe you like me too. or that maybe we’d end up together. or that one day you’d save me and i’d be able to breathe again.”

— journal excerpt #4 – 01/13/17

infinity-and-dreams:

“Sometimes, when it feels like missing you will kill me, I have to look back at how many days have gone by that I’ve survived without you. Ive learned to expand my mind, laugh again, have fun, get out of bed, seek adventure with other people, and to begin to focus on my major. I did all of this without you. I would’ve rather had you there with me, but you weren’t and I’m still breathing. Every time I wish you were experiencing something with me, or I think about what you would say if you were here, or I feel the loneliness creeping up and consuming me, I remind myself that I’ve survived that feeling many times and that it won’t kill me. It will hurt like hell, but it can’t defeat me.”

— e.m. // like hell

anxietysuccs:

“my therapist said: overcoming trauma is all about forgiveness and a positive attitude and i said: how do you forgive someone who doesn’t even think they did anything wrong”

— it’s almost like there’s no one to forgive but myself